but as it turns out, it was a tactical error to take out my camera as they soon turned the tables on me, hijacking my camcam and making me pose with abi.
okay, talking time.
you know, for a occupational therapist student, my self-reflection is not up to par. nothing else can explain how i can miss the things right in front of me until i (almost literally) run smack into them.
things like, how age differences invariably leads to mindset differences. which leads to plans-in-life differences. which can be an awfully scary thing.
i said, i dont want to be your mistake in life.
you said, im not.
you said, lets treasure what we have now.
you're right.
:)
You know, there really is something to this concept of "treasuring what you have now". cuz now sitting back and reflecting...
i do treasure all of you. every single one of you. the time we've spent together has been inspiring, entertaining, amusing (VERY amusing, sometimes), occasionally exasperating, but most of all, inspiring.
babe x 2: 7 years of walking together. you guys have comforted, entertained (OH YES. hahahaa.), amused, prodded, counselled, and performed many, many, other feats in the name of friendship. i wouldnt be who i am today without the two of you.
squids: jc to now. we've gone through thick and thin. am proud to call you my friends, and i want you all in my life until im 80 and in a nursing home! we can all BE in the same nursing home too. haha!
OTties: 3 years of intense project, classes, attachments. 3 years of insanity, amusment (i think i derive a lot of amusment from my surroundings), inspiration and love (naggy sometimes, but its the thought that counts, yes?). you all will be my collegues next time, and i dont think i could ask for a better bunch of people. a big big WHINE to you all!! :D
last but not least, to the person who inspired this post: patience. understanding. thoughtfulness. fun. joy. love. peace. support. guidance. you've given me all these and more. words cannot express how grateful & thankful i am to have you in my life. you complete me.
*hearts*
haha writing this almost made me cry again. :P
.shiri.