Saturday, July 14, 2007
exams. gah.
and people tell me they rather be a student than be a member of the workforce.
not that i dont believe them. its just that....exams.....
anyway. study study study.
so what am i doing online, you ask?
am doing the aunt agony thing again...this time for my little cuz. she's didi's age (for some werid reason he started calling me jie so i reciprocated. lol.) and is one of the many overseas cousins, so the whole bgr thing is invietable, i guess.
talking to her...eheh. man, kids are little monsters at 16, i tell you. so daring, yet so insecure. sociable, but incredibly cruel to each other.
the teenage years really werent easy.
looking at teens now, you may thing, "huh, why are u making such a big fuss about nothing?" but its not nothing to them, really. its everything.
and yes, its a critical period for me, and i should be studying.
but its hard to say no when she's looking for help.
will just study and talk to her i guess.
oh, and.
you dont know how badly i want to see you.
you said that you will bear with it.
and your patience and understanding is something i cant thank you enough for.
its just....its not something i can control either (short of dropping out of school, then definately no more exams)
argh im just frustrated. and distracted.
okay cannot be distracted!
am going to get notes to start studying. while counselling. haha.
8:20 PM
.shiri.